in need of miracles

another year is coming to an end.
normally this time of the year is always associated with joy.

but i dunno y i juz dun feel it this year.

is it the constant factor of regrets?
is it the constant fear of lonliness?

lesson i learnt.

life i let go.

each steps tend to cling on to my already weary body.

i grew up alone 65% of the time.
perhaps thats the reason y.
reason y i dun talk to ppl about wats on my mind.

 

can you teach me what i’ve already learnt?